Reflections on the Rule

Reflections on the Rule - August 2025


The Parable of the Sower

Dr. Brandon Beck

Lay Chaplain, COHI

Monk, The OOOW

Church of reconciliation, san antonio, TX

Theology Student, Brite Divinity School

The Gospel reading in the Revised Common Lectionary for Proper 13 in Year C of the three year lectionary cycle comes from Luke 12. The passage from Luke 12 read and studied shares the words of Jesus teaching the crowd through what we’ve come to call “The Parable of the Sower.”

Now, Jesus shares this parable in response to a man in the crowd asking him to tell the man’s brother to divide the inheritance between them.

Rev. Reagan Gonzalez, at Church of Reconciliation in San Antonio, TX, shares her insights on this passage in her homily:

This isn’t so much a condemnation of having but of wanting more. Of discontent, of wanting something for the sake of wanting it. The parable doesn’t condemn the man for having barns or for storing food but for wanting more simply for the sake of more. Above all, this man is condemned not for his material possessions alone, nor for desiring to have a good time with friends. Even Jesus indulged in eating, drinking, and merry making all the time. It is his exclusive use of the word “I” and “my” that I believe condemns the man. What should “I” do with all “my” crops? the man asks. “I” will do this. “I” will build larger barns, and “I” will save my soul. The man thinks he can save himself. He thinks he is in charge of his own security, prosperity, and contentment. God asks the man to whom his things will belong after he is gone. He can collect and collect and collect, but one day he will be gone. And what then will his things be worth to him? The man has forgotten to whom he belongs. To whom he owes thanks for all that he has been given.

I wonder if you can put yourself in a place of imagining the world of Italy in the 7th Century? Sitting with a group of 12 others over bowls of soup and hard bread listening to this Parable and some similar interpretation. Silently nodding your head as you eat your meal and think how true it is that this communal life of asceticism to which you’ve vowed your life fulfills the call you’re hearing to have but not want “more simply for the sake of more.” Pausing to thank God for your companions as you realize that you’ve never thought you could journey alone and have always relied on this faith family, this monastic brotherhood in which you live. And, then, you all stop as you hear a knock on the door.

The Rule of Benedict Chapter 53, On the Reception of Guests, teaches:

 

Let all guests who arrive be received like Christ, 
for He is going to say, 
"I came as a guest, and you received Me" (Matt. 25:35).
And to all let due honor be shown,
especially to the domestics of the faith and to pilgrims. (Paragraph 1)

Let the Abbot give the guests water for their hands;
and let both Abbot and community wash the feet of all guests.
After the washing of the feet let them say this verse:
"We have received Your mercy, O God,
in the midst of Your temple" (Ps. 47[48]:10). (Paragraph 4b)

That’s how I’ve felt this week. The knock on the door was metaphorical, though. In a regional call with other Center Leaders, we read Chapter 53 on Monday, August 4, as assigned by Sister Chittister in her version of the Rule and Commentary. Hearing this chapter while still contemplating Rev. Reagan’s sermon on The Parable of the Sower was my “knock on the door” bringing Benedictine Hospitality into focus in the context of having, not wanting more, and belonging to God while remembering that we are in community in Community of Hope.

No matter who I am called to bring pastoral care to, I answer the call anticipating an encounter with Christ, and I go knowing the full Community of Hope is with me; “I” cannot do anything alone when I am serving the one to whom I belong and to whom I owe all thanks. And I am confident and content with what I have - in skill as well as material - to do the job to which I am called - because God aligns all things for God’s good - just as The Parable of the Sower and On the Reception of Guests aligned this week.

Amen.

Reflections on the Rule - April 2025


Beginning Again

Dr. Brandon Beck

Lay Chaplain, COHI

Monk, The OOOW

Church of reconciliation, san antonio, TX

Theology Student, Brite Divinity School

Many of us are familiar with the phrase attributed to St. Benedict, “Always we begin again.” Three times a year we “begin again” reading The Rule of St. Benedict as we come to the end of the 73 short chapters, each with a lesson meant to direct Benedict’s monks’ lives. Every Circle of Care meeting is a chance to “begin again.”  Each pastoral care encounter in which we engage is an opportunity for us to “begin again” in “listening with the ear of our heart.”

At the Church of Reconciliation in San Antonio, TX, in the Diocese of West Texas, we are reviving our Community of Hope center after a hiatus; we are about to “begin again.”

On our first day of training, we will read Chapter 69 which is called “The Presumption of Defending Another in a Monastery.” The chapter talks about conflicts in groups, when you break it down. While that might sound harsh, we are all aware of how “taking sides” in a confrontation often divides an entire group. And, as we form a new group, being prepared for potential conflict seems a great way to “begin again.”  Perhaps Benedict’s advice is not a bad idea for a group as it begins its new community.

In Sr Judith Sutera’s commentary, she closes each chapter with a series of questions like those on page 289 of her Inclusive Translation and Daily Commentary (2021, Liturgical Press). Reflecting on the Rule using Sr. Sutera’s guide is a great way to “begin again” with a new Benedictine tradition in the frame of a renewed Community of Hope at Reconciliation.

As we ponder the questions Sr. Sutera asks:

  • How defensive am I regarding my own social/religious/political narrative?

  • Is there anyone about whom I am overprotective, trying to fight their battles for them?

  • Have ties of blood ever complicated my own situation, and was it handled satisfactorily?

Four days after reading about conflict, we will “begin again” after reading Chapter 73 called “This Rule Only a Beginning of Perfection.” The next day we read the Prologue at the start of the book which begins, “Listen carefully, my child, to the instructions of your master, and incline the ear of your heart.” We reread all the Rule and have an opportunity to do better at listening to each other, to new care receivers, to our priest as she guides our service, and to God’s call to us to serve as lay chaplains–always reflecting on our own daily lives in order to remember how to Love God, Love Others, and Love Ourselves.

Reflections on the Rule - November 2024


What Day is It?

Dr. Brandon Beck

Lay Chaplain, COHI

Monk, The OOOW

Theology Student, Brite Divinity School

This is the day that the LORD has made;
let us rejoice and be glad in it.
— Psalm 118:24 (NRSVUE)

Every day is important and for the Lord in the Benedictine tradition, and so must it be for those of us who have accepted the call to COHI lay chaplaincy. We are called to be present, holding space for everyone to do their jobs and for God to intercede whenever and wherever God needs; God is at work everywhere all the time.

As I’m writing, the day is Sunday; the date is November 17, 2024. I’m sitting in the family minister’s office at Church of the Reconciliation (CoR) in San Antonio, TX, awaiting breakfast before formation hour and service.

Our reading in RSB is about the proper amount of food, and here at CoR we are sharing a month-long theme studying food insecurity in combination with a campaign of service and generosity to provide food for those in need in our neighborhood. The breakfast we serve on Sundays before formation and service is a hot meal open to all, and unsheltered folx from the community enjoy dining with us. We have a little food pantry attached to our little free library that we are stocking regularly; the pantry guild is a new addition to the teams of service for CoR.

As a COHI lay chaplain, learning about food insecurity and sharing in these meals and campaigns of service and generosity require that I prepare my heart and mind before I enter the workspace and after I leave the workspace. I have my own weaknesses, burdens, and sorrows, and I have to attend to them with God and my spiritual director and therapist, in my heart (cell?) so that I can be fully present to hold space for God to show up.

Chittister tells us that “Benedict of Nursia never takes food away from the community…Everybody needs something in life to make the rest of life doable and uplifting.” (p. 184-185) As we provide for ourselves in our homes (monasteries?), let us also remember to share what we have so that all may rejoice and be glad in it.

Reflections on the Rule - October 2024


Recovering Humility

Dr. Brandon Beck

Lay Chaplain, COHI

Monk, The OOOW

Theology Student, Brite Divinity School

I love October. It’s one of those three times a year we are privileged to read the Humility Ladder together. As a person in recovery, the Humility Ladder is a source of great joy, as Recoverers who practice the 12-Steps can relate their 12 Steps of Recovery to the Humility Ladder with great ease.

“Now the ladder erected is our life on earth, and if we humble our hearts God will raise it to heaven. We may call our body and soul the sides of this ladder, into which our divine vocation has fitted the various steps of humility and discipline as we ascend.”

Benedict’s description of the ladder we must set up for ourselves, akin to Jacob’s vision (Gen 28:12), has been oft represented in art and stories. I’ve written to you before of John Edward Crean Jr.’s Benedictine devotional Recovering Benedict in which he reflects on his journey with RSB in conjunction with 12-Step Recovery. His stories and prayers related to the Humility Ladder rival any artwork you might find in emotion and call to compassionate reflection.

As I’ve read Crean again this month, I’ve been renewed and reminded of the amazing work God does every day in providing me with miraculous reminders of why I stay on the ladder and keep climbing.

From Crean’s reflections:

September 26: “Help me remember who I am supposed to be and who you intended me to become.”

September 27: “God is much more focused on my efforts rather than on my successes.”

September 28: “I will trust you, Lord, to provide me with even a few extra moments to consider whether choosing this or that activity will help or hinder me.”

September 29: “You are all Love, Lord.”

September 30: “Cheap thrills don’t last and offer no solutions.”

October 1: “This third step up the ladder of humility requires an open heart.”

October 2: “May the fire of your Holy Spirit prevail over the heat of my own unruly passions.”

October 3: “I cannot reap the full benefits without my humility reaching for that fifth rung, where I conceal none of the evil thoughts that enter my heart.”

October 4: “Lord, please let me just say thanks that I have a job, and then just do whatever I am assigned.”

October 5: “Don’t let me buy into the fantasy that I am large and in charge.”

October 6: “Thank you, Lord, for this one sentence reminding me that humility requires me to adopt, not adapt, twelve-step principles.”

October 7: “Please help me to speak less and listen more.”

October 8: “Lord, please help me to reflect rather than react.”

October 9: “Lord, please make me into a quieter, kinder, gentler, less loquacious person.”

October 10: “Lord, help me to wear humility without being proud of it. Help me to trust you in all things. Help me to be so deeply wedded to your Perfect Love that I may transcend fear and transmit Love. Lord, grant me the gift of humility and the grace to make it my way of life.”

You don’t have to be in recovery to be in recovery and not everyone in recovery does it the 12-step way. Still, Everybody hurts sometimes. We are a Community of Hope steeped in Benedictine spirituality ready to listen compassionately, right?

Reflections on the Rule - June 2024


“Hey, don’t be so scared to look around you and find God!”¹

Dr. Brandon Beck

Lay Chaplain, COHI

Monk, The OOOW

Theology Student, Brite Divinity School

In “God’s Time” (Feb/Mar 2011) Sr. Jeana Visel of The Sisters of Saint Benedict, Ferdinand, IN, writes about The Rule in today’s society. She says that the values Benedict teaches in The Rule are community, seeking God in prayer, care for the needy, and hospitality to others. Sr. Jeana offers a very valuable insight about these values in our modern era - especially for those of us who follow Benedict in the world rather than in vowed-cloistered communities. She says, “Hey, don’t be so scared to look around you and find God!”

As Community of Hope lay chaplains, community, seeking God in prayer, care for the needy, and hospitality to others are our essential goals as well. On every pastoral call, in every Circle of Care meeting, and even in representing COHI to the larger community, these four pillars guide us. Yet, when we read The Rule each day and reflect on Benedict’s words, the context for our reading and reflection is different today than it was the first time we read the Rule twenty years ago and different than it would have been for the monks who lived with Benedict 1500 years ago. What we read and how we reflect is different from the experience of Sr. Jeana and those cloistered in Indiana with her see and hear.

Still, across time and space, we all share community, seeking God in prayer, care for the needy, and hospitality to others.

Benedict and his original followers had to choose daily to turn toward God and away from self; Sr. Jeana and those cloistered in Ferdinand have to do the same. As COHI lay chaplains, we also choose to turn away from self and toward God daily. No one has ever said this is easy (or even that it’s easier for those cloistered or ordained!).

But, Sr. Jeana tells us something that speaks to us in this time and place: “Hey, don’t be so scared to look around you and find God!”

So often we get caught up in the procedures and rubrics and liturgies that we forget the people. We’re afraid of making a mistake, and we forget to look around. We lose God in the muddle of the human expectation.

If we trust in community, seek God in prayer, look at those for whom we care, and offer hospitality to all, we will find God in it all. And in finding God, the job does become easier and more rewarding.

“Hey, don’t be so scared to look around you and find God!”


 ¹Sr. Jeana Visel, OSB, Ferdinand, IN, thedome.org

Reflections on the Rule - March 2024


Visualizing the Ladder

Dr. Brandon Beck

Lay Chaplain, COHI

Monk, The OOOW

Theology Student, Brite Divinity School

“If we wish to reach the very highest point of humility…, we must by our ascending actions erect the ladder Jacob saw in his dream…. By that descent and ascent we must surely understand nothing else than this, that we descend by self-exaltation and ascend by humility.”
— RSB, Chapter 7.2

The return to Jacob’s Ladder brings us to a liminal space - the space between here and there. In such a liminal space, a great opportunity for kenosis presents itself. How do you empty yourself? The discipline of Lectio Divina is deeply valued and taught in Benedictine monasteries still today. I am drawn to its related Visio Divina. Gazing on an image or creating an image of scripture allows me to fully pour out all my self-exaltation, for who am I among these great images? How do you see this ladder set before us that we climb through growing less? Where up is down and down is up?


Jacob’s Ladder - An Orthodox Icon

Notice that in Orthodox tradition, this Hebrew story is written with Mary, the Theotokos, in the story of Jacob dreaming the ladder between Heaven and Earth. Just as this ladder is a bridge, so will Jesus be through his Mother.

The Ladder of Divine Ascent - An Icon of St. Catherine’s Monastery, Mt. Sinai

Notice that these are monks on the ladder. These are the monks of St. Catherine’s. John Climacus (Climacus means Ladder) wrote a book called The Ladder of Divine Ascent from St. Catherine’s ca. 600, a rulebook similar to the RSB. The monks are ascending following John’s instructions and stories; however, the temptations and “wretched inner demons” are trying, always, to pull them off. John is near the top, in white. Jesus looks down, welcoming them to Heaven.

William Blake’s Jacob’s Ladder c. 1799

British author, mystic, artist William Blake rendered Jacob’s Ladder did this pen and ink watercolor illustration to The Bible for commission.

My own rendition using Google Gemini’s AI

I’ve recently become interested in using my creative writing in combination with the ever improving resource of AI to generate art responses to Scripture as a devotional technique. Using the newly-released Gemini from Google, I ran through several iterations of journal responses to the Genesis passage, the RSB ladder of Humility, and the John Climacus Ladder of Divine Ascent, and I produced this.